About a Boy...

So there's this boy I used to know, thought he might be IT, you know "the one"?  Didn't work out, but I still think about him every now and then and maybe even send an e-mail once or twice a year.  Yesterday I found out that he is married, and I felt really sad.  Now I know this sounds a bit like a bad country song, but I'm going somewhere... I think I am living in the past, especially with boys.  Maybe it's too hard to meet someone, and quite possibly, deep down I am scared of rejection, and I think Hey, they liked me once, so even if they reject me now, it's not a complete rejection, because they didn't reject me before.  I don't want to be this girl.  I want to live for tomorrow, not yesterday.  I am ready for something new!