Showing posts from May, 2009
Feeling better today More positive More hopeful Hopefully I'm out of my funk
Having another one of those "I don't fit in and I'll never really be happy" days. They are frequent lately. I know I've been happy before but I can't really remember what that feels like. I thought this blog was going to be a happy blog, but I'm just not feeling it these days.
I'm sad again today for some reason. Well, I guess several reasons: the uncertainty at work is about to do me in, I'm sick of "friends" that aren't really friends, and I feel like I don't fit anywhere...
A day full of lots of fun and laughs, but at the end of it I'm still sad. Funny how one bad thing can make you feel so bad about yourself that it ruins your day... Especially when your model-esque friend can't stop talking about how she needs to lose weight, isn't pretty, etc. I don't need anyone else inadvertantly making me feel bad about myself. I can do it fine on my own thanks!